After You, I Wasn’t Myself | Deep Soul Ballad About Love & Loss | MesenArts Music

 


After You, I Wasn’t Myself | Deep Soul Ballad About Love & Loss | MesenArts Music


After You, I Wasn’t Myself is a deep soul ballad about love, loss, and losing your sense of self after someone leaves.
Inspired by classic American soul and modern R&B, the song tells the story of a heart that couldn’t return to who it was before love.

With slow-burning verses and an emotional chorus, this track reflects the quiet pain of memories, empty nights, and words left unfinished.
It’s a song for anyone who has loved deeply and felt changed forever.

🎧 Genre: Soul / R&B / Slow Ballad
💔 Theme: Love, heartbreak, emotional loss, identity
🎙️ Mood: Emotional, intimate, melancholic

If you enjoy soul music with real emotion and storytelling, this song is for you.

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Lyrics & Music : MESEN

[Verse 1]
After you, I wasn’t me at all
Couldn’t form a sentence, couldn’t talk
Your picture smiling on my wall
Even time felt ashamed to move along

[Verse 2]
After you, I wasn’t me again
Night wouldn’t end, day never came
Coffee turning cold inside the cup
My glass on the table never stayed up

[Chorus]
After you, I wasn’t me
Couldn’t throw hope out of my heart completely
Every time I say your name, I burn inside
I didn’t cry, just hid within the past I tried

[Verse 3]
After you, I wasn’t me somehow
The city fell silent, songs shut down
A thick wall wrapped around my soul
Memories cheap like a worn-out novel

[Bridge]
As the wheel of fate keeps turning slow
This song is sung with fragile hope
One day our roads may cross again
Longing eyes might finally meet then

[Chorus – Final]
After you, I wasn’t me
Couldn’t tear hope out of my heart completely
Every time I say your name, I burn inside
I didn’t cry, I just survived

Some days I forgot who I became
But one thing never faded, never changed
Only you… only you…
I couldn’t forget… I couldn’t let you go…


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